Fate/zero – Episode 19 – Justice and Endless Suffering

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1. Thess :

   May 22, 2012 at 1:39 am • Magical Level: 19

   Hopefully, the grail has an answer in redeeming himself from all the terrible acts he committed.

   LOLOL.

   It’s a pity that the anime did cut down the part of Angra Mainyu awakening in answer to Kiritsugu’s posturing of carrying all the evils of the world. I could post that bit in the novels, it was after the Lancer team death.

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   • Thess :

     May 22, 2012 at 1:40 am • Magical Level: 19

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     ‘It’ was lost in an abyss of shallowly slumber within the darkness sealed in the bottomless earth. What ‘It’ dreamed of in the shallow slumber – was the endless ‘prayers’, unreasonable and unattainable, that have been entrusted a long time ago. A beautiful world. A beautiful life. A flawless soul. Because such longings were too strong, so they had to entrust all other evils to one place; that was the wish of the fragile men. Through answering that ‘prayer’, ‘It’ had once saved a world. There is no evil apart from me. This is no imperfection apart from me. I am the only one who should be hated. I am the only one who should be abhorred. Like thus, ‘It’ saved the world, and let them obtain peace. Therefore – ‘It’ was not a saint who saved men and aided the world. Without praises, without reverence, without tributes, but only with spurns, only curses, only disdain… before ‘It’ knew it, even its name as a human had been rubbed away, only left with a title of its ‘way of existence’, and finally became a concept that was passed down through the ages. Until now, all that had already became a dream of memories that had had its full share of time’s baptism. Just how much time had passed since then? Right now, ‘It’ was thinking dazedly on top of the bed it had slept on peacefully. It felt like some complicated changes had occurred. That’s right; it was about sixty years ago. Something had happened almost in the blink of an eye. Because it happened so suddenly, ‘It’ didn’t understand everything completely – when ‘It’ came to, ‘It’ was already at a place like a mother’s warm placenta. An infinite darkness that sighed in the deepest place beneath the earth. Back then, it had been a place that had concealed an ‘egg’ that had endless possibilities. One day, like a seed, ‘It’ entered and planted its roots into this place. From that day on, that place because the abdominal cavity that nurtured a darkness that didn’t belong to anything, veritably became a uterus with the purpose of fostering ‘It’ into maturity. Since then, ‘It’ had surely absorbed the prana that flew in from the leylines in the earth like a baby that obtained nourishment from the mother’s placenta while ‘It’ slept in its shallow slumber. While ‘It’ veritably grew, ‘It’ waited without being discovered by anyone for the arrival of an opportunity. Waiting to one day leave this scorching profound darkness, the moment of delivery. Suddenly, ‘It’ – perked up its ears and listened for the sound coming from near ‘It’. Just then, someone really did speak. “…all the evils of this world… it won’t matter… gladly accept it…” Aaah, someone was calling ‘It’. Blessing and itself were both called by someone. Answer him. It must be able to right now. The prana whirlpool that had swelled long ago to an incomparable size in the darkness gave ‘It’ a concrete form. The endless ‘prayers’ that had been entrusted in the distant past should also be able to be fulfilled right now. An ‘existence’ like something that was prayed upon. ‘Going to do’ all the things that were wished for. All the pieces of the puzzle had been assembled. The gears of fate grinded together, and were now turning bravely, accelerating with the day of completion as their goal. All that’s left – was waiting for the birthing canal to open. As ‘It’ dreamed in its shallow slumber, ‘It’ emitted cries that will dye the world crimson red… ‘It’ also repeated its contractions in the darkness beneath the earth, unknown to anyone else.

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